the faithful

From dawn to dusk, from dark to light
You have been there for me all along
You never argue, you never complain
You never compare, You never ask
You're never jealous, or is it a lie?
You're never timid, or is it Your strength
Now I realize You're the best among the birds
You fly high and low, far and wide
I have never been there for You
I didn't know You could get hurt too
I now realize You have feelings too
Yet all along You were the faithful one
Now it's time to live out what we had missed
The dreams only You and I can share
I love You

destiny

As I tread along the old path
That leads me to the memory lane
Grasping it in My mind
Looking back at My life
I always thought that destiny awaits
I now know that I alone
Should shape My destiny
Never thought I'd have to go back
And see what I did to My life
Destiny is not the end
It's just the beginning
Of a new chapter in My life
And I will remember that everyday
And I know the road is long
Yet it could also be short

the immortal

I have given all to become one
A pact for immortality was made
To secure peace like a swan
Yet there was a debate
With the Supreme Being

To honor the fate that chose me
I put the universe on hold
Yes! That was meant to be
I was trained to be bold
So please understand

I was thrown away as a demon
Immortality became my curse
My heart became sour like a lemon
Yet My soul became like marsh
Wet and damp, smell of evil

may

The blooming flowers define Your beauty
And colorful petals move like Your lips
The emotions that You portray refines Your duty
You shape Your fate at Your fingertips

The sparkling river envies Your eyes
And Your dark hair sways like trees
The feelings promise Your lies
Yet the anger stays like mists

The buzzing insects enjoy the nectar
Yet Your pretty face turns sour
Ever measure Your thoughts by the hectare
And death strikes once more

The flowers beautify You for a day
All the beauties clarify You as May

don't stop

When You are all alone
When Your life is an up hill
When everything goes wrong
When friends seem like enemies
When Your steps are slow
When You fail
When success is not for You
When diseases get the better of You
When finance is too low
When You can't manage
When Your debts are too high
When You want to go back

don't stop
Rest... but don't stop
Because You never know
How many more steps You need to take
To reach that destiny
Success could be just one more step ahead
Rest.. don't quit.. just don't stop

i am waiting

From the woods I stare into the house
Where You dwell in silence
I feel so cold and alone
I entered Your room to see You
I felt You in Your dreams
The silence is so deafening

You couldn't feel me but I stare at You
Then with the ethereal force
I let You see me as I stare at You
Like a cloud forming above the sea
My cloudy form You can see
But why are you so scared?

I can see the twitch in Your eyes
I will come every night forever
To haunt the living out of the mortals
I am the poltergeist, I can be the shadows
I am the ethereal form, I can be the noise
I am waiting for more

the dreamer

If I could dream
A dream of reality
Then I would dream a dream for You
Then the dream will guide Your path
There will be no more pain
The realities of the wars
The never ending wars plagued by religion

If I could dream
A dream from reality
Then I would dream peace for You
The dream will nourish Your souls
There will be no more hunger
The realities of the sufferings
The never ending wars plagued by greed

If I could dream
A dream about reality
Then I would dream a paradise for You
The dream will encourage Your hearts
The will be no more wars
The realities of the mortal beings
The never ending wars plagued by men

If I could dream
A dream against reality
Then I would dream death for You
The dream will set You free
There will be no more realities
The realities of the feelings
The never ending life plagued by wars

the evening

When I met You this evening after a long time
I couldn't believe what came over me
I didn't know
All the memories that only we shared
Surrounded us as we walked and talked
And came to us like before
You didn't deny it... neither did I
And when I reached for Your hand
You let me hold it as before
But the truth is
We can't be together physically
But we will forever be...
In our hearts and in our souls
People say, "Get back together... You love each other"
Which is very much the truth
But like I said I still love You
You still love me
But we have to try to live in different worlds
We have been lovers, best friends
But most importantly
You will never die from My heart
Which is what's exactly in Your mind

the letter

Ka hmuhtirh che a ka mit i lak zia kha. I aw mawi tak in min zial at hneh zia kha aww! Khami tuma i "yes" khan kan hlim dunin, a lawm nan dinner kan ei chhuak nghe nghe anih kha. Ka nun peng khat ilo nih tak hnu khan, i nun ze mawi tak ta ka nun ah i rawn hmeh bel chho a, ka lawm kher asin. Ka nun min khalh kal tu te zinga ka ngaihsan ber i rawn ni chho a. Kan lo in hmangaih dun zia te pawh kan zep thei mawlh lo anih kha. Kan inhauh ve chang paw'n inhriatthiamna nen kan in ngaidam zel anih kha.

Mahse kum engemaw zah alo liam hnu khan e, i thinlung ka dum zo ta ngang lo anih kha. Khami tum khan mittui tla tur awm tawh lo khawp hial in ka tap asin. Ka ngai thin lutuk che asin. Hmangaihna awmzia min zirtir a, hmangaih nih dan min zirtir a, hmangaih dan min zirtir bawk a... mahse i tel loa hmangaih dan min zirtir leh si lo. A na ka ti thin asin awwww. Thla tam tak nangmah ngaia ka tah hnu khan midangte ka'n nei kual a, ka tinglung a nget thei mawlh tawh si loa, an rilru te pawh a nat thin kha. Mahse maw hun hian minlo zirtir zel a, ka nun peng i nih laia min zirtir ho zawng zawng avang khan ka ngaisang che asin.

Ka mittui chu a hul tawh, mahse ka dam chhungin ka thinlungah hian i cham reng dawn alo nih hi. Ka nunah ilo awm ve avang khan ka lawm e. Mase maw, "hmangaihna hi alo peng thei" ani chek ang chu, hmangaih thar ka nei ta hlauh mai ka lawm asin. Nangin minlo zirtir tawh sa avangin hmangaih dan te ka zirtir ve thei ta anih hi. Ka lawm e i chungah. Ka damchhungin ka thinglungah hian i cham reng thin dawn asin.

the journey

As I traveled across my life
What I saw sliced me like a knife
I distinctly noticed My bests
Which were few yet put to tests

But I was surrounded by My deeds
Which I was never proud of made me bleed
Will My soul ever transcend higher?
Or will it wither like a liar?

But I am now strong 'cause
Life's music has filled My soul
I still walk towards My destiny
And I will be worry-free

the epitaph

Here lies My heart
Whom I knew since birth
Whom I love... yet hate
Who died for My sake

The soul which enriched mine
When My heart was blind
Is now enclosed here
For all those who hear

Forever sealed and entombed

the grave

As I looked at the grave
Where You lie awake
Passed the source of ever dark
With Your never ending carks

The cold breeze cut like a dagger
And Your soul roamed like a beggar
Looking for a place to rest
From the ethereal nest

The deep dark embraced You
Like a leaf caresses a drop of dew
The pain in You is eternal
Passed on from the kernel

Your soul bore You away
Just as mine did today
The emptiness is haunting me
Yet I came to bleed

Forever I am damned, I'm scared
Because no one ever cared
I'm now just a ghost
Yet I go for a prose

darkness

I would kill Myself for You
Should I kill You for Myself?
No... not even after forever
Forever shall I desire You

In the ethereal darkness
In the twilight zone
You had trespassed the place
But You are still intangible

Are Ye naught called Darkness?

gothic love poem

When a new day breaks
I think of You... and I Pray
In the middle of the day
I always wish You are with Me
For You are a masterpiece
For You to be mine... I pray
Dusk engulfs the light
But, in my heart You shine bright
At night before I go to sleep
I don't count sheep
Rather I think of You... And I pray
In My dreams You are there always
In the dark You are My solace
And I still pray
And I live My life over again each new day
But I love to live this way
When will You ever see??? And I pray
One day You'll use My words to pray
I love You