desire

I was wondering how I ever thought it was right
Maybe the the flashing of Your face let me say it
Or maybe to justify My state of derangement
But was that the worst mistake of My life?
To make You understand with all My might
Till the sky sheds it's tears
Or the oceans beneath cry out Your name
You'll see why I struggle to live
To let You see who I am
When You touch My hands I know
With the soul that that is too cold to bear
How can I survive a crime like this?
To bring Your warmth back?