the presence

As I walk past Your chamber
I can feel Your presence
Though I cannot see You
I dare not look into those eyes
Tears running down My face
Tears of blood ripens like wine
Black angel staring at My soul
Waiting for the deepest of feelings

As I walk past Your soul
I can feel Your cold presence
Though I cannot touch You
I dare not go away from You
Fearing the fearless ones
River of blood becomes bitter
Dark angel clutching Your soul
Waiting for the white hot room

desire

I was wondering how I ever thought it was right
Maybe the the flashing of Your face let me say it
Or maybe to justify My state of derangement
But was that the worst mistake of My life?
To make You understand with all My might
Till the sky sheds it's tears
Or the oceans beneath cry out Your name
You'll see why I struggle to live
To let You see who I am
When You touch My hands I know
With the soul that that is too cold to bear
How can I survive a crime like this?
To bring Your warmth back?

the faithful

From dawn to dusk, from dark to light
You have been there for me all along
You never argue, you never complain
You never compare, You never ask
You're never jealous, or is it a lie?
You're never timid, or is it Your strength
Now I realize You're the best among the birds
You fly high and low, far and wide
I have never been there for You
I didn't know You could get hurt too
I now realize You have feelings too
Yet all along You were the faithful one
Now it's time to live out what we had missed
The dreams only You and I can share
I love You

destiny

As I tread along the old path
That leads me to the memory lane
Grasping it in My mind
Looking back at My life
I always thought that destiny awaits
I now know that I alone
Should shape My destiny
Never thought I'd have to go back
And see what I did to My life
Destiny is not the end
It's just the beginning
Of a new chapter in My life
And I will remember that everyday
And I know the road is long
Yet it could also be short

the immortal

I have given all to become one
A pact for immortality was made
To secure peace like a swan
Yet there was a debate
With the Supreme Being

To honor the fate that chose me
I put the universe on hold
Yes! That was meant to be
I was trained to be bold
So please understand

I was thrown away as a demon
Immortality became my curse
My heart became sour like a lemon
Yet My soul became like marsh
Wet and damp, smell of evil

may

The blooming flowers define Your beauty
And colorful petals move like Your lips
The emotions that You portray refines Your duty
You shape Your fate at Your fingertips

The sparkling river envies Your eyes
And Your dark hair sways like trees
The feelings promise Your lies
Yet the anger stays like mists

The buzzing insects enjoy the nectar
Yet Your pretty face turns sour
Ever measure Your thoughts by the hectare
And death strikes once more

The flowers beautify You for a day
All the beauties clarify You as May

don't stop

When You are all alone
When Your life is an up hill
When everything goes wrong
When friends seem like enemies
When Your steps are slow
When You fail
When success is not for You
When diseases get the better of You
When finance is too low
When You can't manage
When Your debts are too high
When You want to go back

don't stop
Rest... but don't stop
Because You never know
How many more steps You need to take
To reach that destiny
Success could be just one more step ahead
Rest.. don't quit.. just don't stop

i am waiting

From the woods I stare into the house
Where You dwell in silence
I feel so cold and alone
I entered Your room to see You
I felt You in Your dreams
The silence is so deafening

You couldn't feel me but I stare at You
Then with the ethereal force
I let You see me as I stare at You
Like a cloud forming above the sea
My cloudy form You can see
But why are you so scared?

I can see the twitch in Your eyes
I will come every night forever
To haunt the living out of the mortals
I am the poltergeist, I can be the shadows
I am the ethereal form, I can be the noise
I am waiting for more